The word Pursuit always keeps hitting on my nous and often mutters, “When would you become a saint or ascetic ?”. I humbly whisper to myself trying the best not lethim listen, “Does it make me stop of following you ? “. It seems as if he himself has crossed the grade of being beleaguered consistently by our acquisitiveness and has been tired up to the level of uncertainty.

I wonder if one could restrain himself of Pursuit. The one who is canonized, ideally has been put on a throne of NO-MATTER NO-WHERE by the society of so called intellectuals. But that one is granted to be adorable (of course for Pursuit only) who has got rid of Pursuit. I would say “think again crowd” !! A societal person at one side and the one who follows sacrosanct and segregate himself for so called greater good at the other side, can be put  in same size fit closet of rapacity, as a matter of fact I would have concerned about the ascetic’s closet size than the other one. The debate still continues who stalks Pursuit. As pertaining life, the vital and coveted thing to anybody certainly would be ‘the Success’, route of success mainly concerns about him or say Pursuit. This could lead the reason why a societal or the one who is living up his life full-fledge as he is supposed to be turns out  to be an accused of Pursuit’s Annoyance. At the other side of the coin, ascetics are not being considered to be on the same floor where a gregarious is standing in order to necessitate for Pursuit. Does it seem fair to you all ?? Sorry then, it is totally an upside down track for me !!

KARMA

Divinity empowered us by availing the opportunity to strive yourself or to others till your journey doesn’t take you on the highest cliff and embrace your coveted ones, And this exquisite endowment is called LIFE.Merely take it to yourself, If you avail an opportunity to individual, you ever be concern about his/her performance and certainly wish to pour the best out of it. Analogously omnipotent one who availed the opportunity called LIFE would be extremely concerned.

Province comes into picture at this point. One of the greatest triumph is to utterly carry the responsibilities he owes as though it has to be the replete verdict to the provider. The due responsibilities to the provider, in other words the responsibility we ought to pertain is LIFE and the provider is Divinity. It is our ultimate KARMA !!

“What do you observe, Pursuit? Tell me !  Do you really see ascetics and we floating on the same level in order to payback in exchange of due responsibility? Do you genuinely agree to the point on which this planet agrees? If you had thought this way as I think, your misery already would have gone away, because you would have encountered the fact that misery could not leave you until you abandon it.” I answered him after analyzing the reason of misery. Pursuit definitely is being pulled closest to us and the rivalry is who win it first before it goes away. But do all really need Pursuit with equal intensity? Do we all deserve to necessitate it up to the intensity we desire?  ”NO !! But if I had been an ascetic or saint, I would not have deserved you at all and still I would have stalked you more than anyone (WHY?). Would that have given verdict to your misery, would you have made your heart replete with the transformation of my soul? NO !!”

BONDS OF TRANSMIGRATION

Gregarious, sacrilege or say not an ascetic have been paying back the due responsibility since they have been availed and still doing their deeds or karma. As the LIFE comes out with full of complexities, striving, not about set your self free of it. After all divinity’s eventual oblique desire also is to confront the life, not merely stalking of  ‘set me free from it’ or ‘MOKSHA PRAPTI’. There could not be better payback than confront to the provider. And WE as social persons all are doing it. But at the other side of the coin, if I talk about ascetics or about who, which is not concerned about pay anything back to anybody as though he’d never been in a state of onerous, had never pondered about he had to pay off something to somebody. He has been pointing the eye to the ultimate goal of spirituality, the soul’s release from the bonds of transmigration, not even bothering about the bunch of miseries he was throwing to the Pursuit while pulling up him more than anyone by stalking the desire that sits on  ’the top of the umbrella’  if I resemble umbrella to a ‘cluster of desires’. “This is the reason why ascetics stalk you more than anyone and why is it becoming so much miserable to you .” I bring myself back to Pursuit. He is sitting much calm listening to me as though he has had a wrong mental picture by blurting out the reason of his misery and blaming me as if i was the only accused and they are not.

Eventually he has come to the conclusion and pouring out the thoughts which he had collected after the conversation we had,  in just one statement, “Would you please let me be with you enduring the miseries, but never transform yourself to ascetics to bother me more. Now I would never want to bother about it because I HAVE KNOWN MY MISERY.”

FIRST DESERVE THEN DESIRE !!!!

Gagan Mani